When I ask you to question what you watch, read and absorb it’s because I want you to be aware of the programing that is occurring & how it affects your current & future realities. This does not mean that all your programing comes from tv or social media. Your conditioning most definitely includes the programing that happened in your actual life. If you aren’t so sure about what I mean by programing, let me explain myself. I mean it’s what you have assimilated throughout all of your life, whether through direct or indirect experiences that left an emotional charge in the body. Direct experiences are the ones you were involved in. They’re the ones where you might have felt small & unworthy or grand & great. They’re the ones that have left a pleasant or unpleasant taste in your mouth or caused your heart to flutter or shatter. They’re the ones that left you speechless and out of breath. They’re the ones you hold on to depict your life story. They’re the ones that are so much a part of you, you might as well make it one of your body parts. You absolutely cannot live without this identification because really who are you without that story of your bleak and dark childhood? Who are you without that tragedy? Ah yes, that’s right. You are everything. You are all. You are the creator of your reality. But that’s not what you’ve been taught because of your programming and conditioning. The indirect experiences are experiences others might have shared with you or things you might have watched that stimulated emotions in you in some way or another.
If you want to move away from tragedy & misery & finally step into creator mode, you’re going to have to figure out what thoughts you’re entertaining. This isn’t an easy task because you have about 60-80 thousand thoughts a day. Of those, 80% are negative thoughts, and 95% are repetitive thoughts. This means what you thought of today, you thought of yesterday and perhaps even last year. This means that in terms of allowing new creative juices to flow into your life, you’re squeezing a juiceless lemon. How can your future be any different to what your present is now if the stream of thoughts coming through are the same?
It isn’t that straightforward to figure out what movie & storyline is playing in your mind. It isn’t straightforward to release the blockages from the body and to let universal energy flow through it. It isn’t always obvious that you are just reliving the patterns of your parents, and their parents before them. However, it is important to start redirecting your focus on what it is you want to see grow & what it is you want to break free from.